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I am humbly writing this morning. trying to wrap my thoughts around the overwhelming feeling of purpose I have this morning. rising to the calling in me.

it was a wild night of dreaming.
i was walking thru everything that entices me, invigorates me and motivates me to live.
i woke up in the oddest position in bed and even felt sore to move. where all did I travel in my dreams last night! ahhaha

this morning i am so excited by living that I hardly know which way to turn first.
this, is a beautiful experience... such a contrast to the mornings one wakes and feels solemn about the day. purpose is here and it is wrapped in love. over and over, wrapped in circles with love. wrapping around me with love.

i am grateful.
i am so grateful.

my heart seems to be overwhelmed with gratitude so often.
so often i feel so much gratitude that I feel I will bust open from its intensity.

i am grateful for people. for the love people share with me.
i am grateful for hardship, for the lessons it unfolds in front of me.
i am grateful for unexplored territory, and the way that it has always called to me
beckoning me out of my small life and calling me into the great existence that God created for the children of the earth.

there is dancing in my this morning.
my body is still asleep, but within my soul there is dancing.

and no matter how the words express it, be it poetic, be it one language or another, one philosophy or another... it is all the same love... it is the same love in all of us that dances in our hearts and lifts us higher.

the fine work of doing nothing...

This morning I am getting no where fast.... at least on the surface.

I am drinking my coffee and my to do list is sitting beside me… in the same place it has been for three days… with nothing crossed off, and nothing considered.

i have been sleeping, sitting, reading, and looking...
thinking
just thinking about all the stuff in my head while... sleeping, sitting, reading, and looking!ahahah nothing time. its the process of doing nothing that does so much for me.

This might be the most productive “work” I have done all month.

I let go of the busi-ness. I let go of the shoulds…. and that’s when I find my core self inside all the big stuff around me.

The inside can morph and change and the outside world, even when its buzzing around, still can not keep up with the speed at which the soul can change. and thats how its been the last few days. internal shifting. reconfiguring. nothingness that changes everything.

ummm... feels so good to do nothing and be getting so much done in the process.