what a wonder

I wonder...
I wonder...
how does it sometimes go from so complicated to so simple.... so effortlessly.

these days the waves kinda wash right over me
and i'm just riding
laying back
and feeling the rocking under me

maybe i'm a new surfer girl??

maybe i'll cut my hair short and put a pink streak in the front
"oh a surfer phase" they'll say.
ahhhha


its a good thing
when your bath water can be the wave
I'll look up at my little stary sky ceiling and just pretend ....ha ha ha

what a wonder that I can ride the wave.

I did not know I would get here...

I am fascinated this evening by the never ending evolving of my life. its just beautiful the way it continues to suprise me with a deeper unfolding than I expected.

I am truly so grateful for this tonight.
I am grateful that when I imagined a warm bed to lay in at night... I did not realize it would be created with a feather mattress to boot!
ok silly me. silly example. but true still

this beautiful life, this often messy, beautiful life is more fantastic than I imagined. the wounds are healed more carefully and fully than I imagined. the walls are painted brighter and more lovely than I had imagined. its all much much more full of depth than I had planned.

...
and so my soul continues to be grateful.