Friday, November 04, 2005

Days Pass by Me

Let the days keep passing by me. I'm doing alright.

Its been a month with the wind at my back. There's no need to push or shove to get there, everything has been divinely effortless.
Its good. Its so good when my soul gives in and lets the universe swirl around me. Its so nice to let things go and let things be everything more than you imagined they could be.

Taylor and I said to eachother just months ago. "We're going to wake up soon, and wonder how we got here." It happened sooner than we thought. We're closing on the new house on Monday. One month ago we put the sign in the front yard and now we are already moving in to our dreamiest home yet. This is more than I imagined for "next."
Thank you God of our universe for helping me, us, to believe beyond our expectations.
Life continues to unfold in ways that surprise me. I am not as surprised by what happens, as by how it happens and by the pains or the ease at which things unfold. Its usually only a fuzzy mimics of what I thought it would be like. But the essence of it all is still coming from a place in my heart.

I had a great dream last night.
It was a trip back in time and I saw some great old friends. They reminded me of who I am.
And you know... not much has changed. Some things greatly, yes. But at the core of my core I am still full of the same perplexities and the same marvelous flaws.
I am so grateful.

Its Friday night... and I say "here's to the day... its been a really great string of days."